Poor sleep
I've been having crappy dreams the last several days. Mostly they involve people that don't really exist in my life anymore and I really miss. That's why I haven't really been writing the past few days; I've been more upset than usual and unrested and such.
I normally have strange dreams about guns or a game or whatever my brain decides to take from my experiences of the day. I almost never have bad dreams, but three days in a row I've woken up at least once very disturbed and either had to get up to deal with the subconscious idiocy my brain indulged in or fallen right back into a new nightmare.
This trend needs to stop. I need my sleep, and a poor night's sleep can utterly ruin my day since I'm not well adapted to poor sleep patterns right now. I survived for two school years in a row getting 3-4 hours a night and I was fine, but the last 2 years have been very restful so my tolerance is extremely low. I'll get plenty of restless nights in the Army, I'm sure... I just want my fucking sleep for now.
